not here.. not now.. not you

3 shirts and two eye shadows later.. i'm done shopping for the day.. I went to Urban Outfitters and got my shirts.. then When i got home i relized the dumb fuck gave me the wrong color in my eye shadow i wanted so i have to go back to MAC and get the right color.. idiot..

Anywho.. My moms giving my money tonight to get my James Dean calender and get another eye shadow..And to come to find out when i went up to HCC there closed till the 2nd so i have to wait to register..

And I'm so fucking going to Orlando this week.. With lisa or by myself.. i need to get outta this town..and get my Van checkered shoes..

It was beautiful outside today...i loved every minute of it.

And we wait above a road.
We're turning to go home.
And the silence from the side of the car,
Tells me everything and how we are.
Cause there's no more trying to make this so right.
Theres no more trying tonight.

And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if, I'm alone in your head.

I know something is wrong,
I just don't know what to do.
You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you.
I don't want to try no more,
I don't want to make this right.
I just want you to be true to me one time.

And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.

Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last,
I'll give this one more try,
I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask
What could you be doing that is so much fun?
Without me by your side,
Without me by your side.
And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead,
And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back,
Because there's no more trying to make this so right,
Theres no more trying,
Theres no more trying tonight.

We'll never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
Until your done.

P.S I Love Sunshine on my shoulders... hah...