..that much further west...

ahh.. well to my surprise.. my daddy bought me a four wheeler.. as well as my brother.. I'm beyond excited.. =)

tonight went to mexican with the mama and dad..

tomorrow is my friday.. w0ot. and then on thursday getting my hair cut, *think short mandy moore* and hopefully getting my oil changed if i remember to make an app. we'll see.. then friday going out on the boat all day.. saturday work.. sunday work.. then going over to Gwens place for her, engagement/house warming party.. then monday NO WORK.. yay.  probably lay around with the boy.. perhaps the beach.. or go out to 'Krombs' dunno about spelling..

 

 

 

So tomorrow is.. Sept. 1... will i ever talk to the boy again.. or see him?.... i doubt it..

 

scratch that..

 

i need a nap and sushi

mother fuck i'll do it like this...

i am sick to my bones.. atlease i feel like it.

 

 i need a nap and pizza..

 

<3

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i've been a spendarella lately.. finally i found the Jenna Jameson book that borders and barnes and noble have been sold out of..

'How to make love like a porn star' cautionary tale

it's her autobiography and so far.. it's fantasic...

yesterday i treated myself with a pedicure and a manicure, i deserve it.. Roger is coming up this weekend again with his bike, and what not, dunno what we'll do...

 

p.s. i got my sad pants on..

blah blah blah

another day. tomorrow is my friday..yay!

other then that.. nothing..

 

'And i'll be your memory'

sleepy smile...

this weekend consisted of picking up the check on friday.. spending 200 dollars  on things i hardly needed .. such as clothes, purses,jewelry, so on and so forth, the boy came up in the early evening and we proceeded to Kobe's Japanese steak house where him and our dining neighbor talked about motocross, and such.. roger seems to think there lovers, with spouses at home....who knows.... then we went and saw 'Napoleon Dynamite' AGAIN!  it was greater this time then the first..YesSsSsSs!

saturday went my merry way to work Roger stayed at my house through out the day till i got off, went to out to eat again,then decieded we were gonna drive to bradenton to pick up his bike so he could stay over again and just leave in the morning to the track off of ulmerton, so off we went, me with my sour skittles and changing c.d's ever 3 songs..
i drove home was part of the deal if we took my truck, felt like hot shit with a dirt bike in the bed of my truck, with the windows down and blaring 'Punk goes Acoustic'...

it's pretty upsetting with laying in bed with a boy a wonderful boy at that, and talking about another one, who yet still
ignores me, Though Roger reasurred me he cared for me tons, and i shouldn't let that upset me, yet it was comforting,
it still bothers me...nonetheless

*le sigh*

October...

will be the best month this year known to man.. i will now begin to list bands that are oh so wonderful that i will be seeing

[x]against me! with blood brothers 10-29[x]Unearth 10-22[x]Social Distrotion 10-6[x]Anti-flag, Stike anywhere 10-3[x]Senses Fail, Silverstien, Nametaken 10-17[x]Bad religion, and Rise Against 10-19[x]Taking back sunday Fall out Boy, Matchbook romance 10-29[x]

not only that but i turn the big ol 21 the 20th..words can not describe how excited i am, hopefully everything will fall into place when the clock hits 12:00 am, my future with be laid  out in front of me, i can oh so thankfully forget someone who i should not ever think about, I will appreciate the boy in my life more, he deserves that much, the loving of him will only happen when he pays off his credit cards and he stops getting new bikes '3 different dirt bikes in less then half a year c'mon', but until then, i will only like him. 5 months on friday kiddo..

now i'm off to see my sister and my new nephew Lucas Cole Moore.. i hear he's quite the looker..then hopefully shopping then off to work 3-6..i dunno what to do with all the money..

i am a fucking millionaire

dirty little minute

cali can go fuck it self with all there bro trucks, i'm overly aggravated and angry at the moment, over things i have no control over.. blah blah blah.. those little back and forth away messages will be the highlight of the rest of my days, being thats all you'll give me..

i know i'm wasting my time but, i'm best at holding on to things *you* when i shouldn't be..

i'm ruining a good future because of you, i'll never be same..

 

 

p.s. and if you can't tell by the pictures i got a boob job...

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                                        R.I.P Lucero shirt..

 

 

fond memories....</3

amor

soo.. i haven't much to update about..as if anyone reads this thing anymore, my friend Gwen got engaged last evening with her b/f Ryan.. I'm beyond excited for her.. though she is a mature 20 year old.. it seems all around people are having babies.. and getting married.. i know one person who had a baby from my H.S.. captain of the cheerleading team.. another girl just got married and is pregnant, so on and so forth.. and then there's me.. no accomplishments, nothing to brag about, not sure where i'm going in life. living with her mother, and working a weekend job. niiiicccceeee....i know.. hardly

i'm pathetic

 anywho my dad bought me the thing at blockbuster for unlimited rentals.. so thats going to consume my days for the next month..x-games this weekend.. bout the only highlight of my thursday night.. fmx..

anywho.. boy time tomorrow, should be a nice evening..  then work all the weekend, and all next week so on and so forth...

exoh,britniMarlana