have you ever..

tonight was once again a druken oblivion.. my costume was fabulous.. pictures to come and of my b-day.. ybor was great all up until the dumb fucking towel head looking mother fucker touched my ass, then it was all hell.. i said every cuss word in the dictionary..to the kid.. such an idiot.. it's a shame guys have to ruin my good fun.. always happens..dumb-fucks.. but a good time was had none the less.. but anywho.. my hair cut is fantastis.. i spent about 200 bucks on clothes for myself.. big surprise there..what else...tomorrow is halloween.the boy is coming over after he goes ride.. then oh and yesterday we went and saw 'Saw'.. not so scary.. but a good movie to say the lease.. very good..

 

Trick or Treat..

brit

i am the pouting queen...

 

 

 

<3

of a great bliss

so i'm cutting my hair again.. short galore..thats on wednesday.. i don't have much to update about.. but you know how that goes..thursday i'm dropping my car off at ferman on florida b/c the brakes are making noise.. brand new truck and making noise..tsk tsk.. then gweny is gonna pick me up and were heading to the beach.. then me and the boy are going to hatebreed..and on friday i'm going to against me! at state.. should be a nice two days off ....then good ol guavaween is on saturday.. if  you see three sassy young ladies walking the streets.. it'll be me celeste and emily.. my costume is fantastic.. i'll be the drunken flapper from the 1920's emily is gonna be a candy stripper and celeste a beer winch... it'll be a drunken oblivion..this entry sucks..forgive me..

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the new EP from homegrown comes out tomorrow.. it's a must.

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i wanna go sleep and never wake up..

when your gone...

this was one of the better b-days i had.. i now have the best beach cruiser in the world.. me and roger rode up to block buster in west chase.. i complained more then i rode.. and the day of my b-day i got two beautiful bundles of flowers.. mula galore.. yadda yadda.. Thank you again. yesterday morning me and roger went to Cracker barrel and ate breakfast then drove around..Tomorrow evening there's a few of us going out to dinner...this evening though were going to see 'unearth' at state.. and next friday is against me! i'm stoked.. and then bouncing souls.. Nov.. perhaps i'll give em a sneak at my ass.. sike.. speaking of ass.. my mother said i was losing it yesterday.. and i highly doubt it's from losing all this weight.. haha...me and gwen are gonna become skin and bone..and i can't wait..speaking of Gwen she got me the brush set from M.A.C it's fabulous.. yesterday was jack's b-day.. the 21st.

 

 

 

'i keep your photographs'

 

 

 

 

 

regret is lonely...

 

 

......payback is a motherfucker..

so today.. i shopped. bought me arnette 'rage' sun glasses.. 85 bucks.. then spent money at victoria secrets.. and MAC.b-day in a few days so that was my present to myself. and blah blah.. yadda yadda..then afterwards went to the BMX track with Roger, .. my halloween costume is fantastic..thats all i have to say about that..

p.s.. i got bored before i left also...

::a begining::

 

 

hold on, hold onto the feeling and the reason to, hold onto these four words, 'in love with you'

 

 

i miss my daddy so much..

i cried today for the first time in forever...

i wish i could go back to when i was a little girl, an everything was perfect..

 

this will never be the same.....ever...

stranger than fiction

so once again went over to gwens for nip.tuck.. fantastic season finale i must say.. then we looked at old pictures of hers. and looked through her 02 wharton year book and guess who i saw......you...... swim team....roger says he'll be happy when i get over you... his exact words 'I'll be glad when you get over that kid' since he forbids to say your name.... and i wish the same... i should really be a better girlfriend to him, but i'm not..and he puts up with it.. god only knows why...two day vaction, that i need very much...

 

 

 

and this goes out to the rice burner on bruce b downs it's called a gas petal use it dumb-fuck