in the distance

 

 

 

 

great great great......fantastic.. super.. wonderful...

 

yeah sure time heals all wounds..pssh..

and it does. and that makes me smile.. you soon will know what i'm talking about. work is good.. going over to the boys house after work, and dunno what were gonna do.. hot tub? drunken kisses, and a great cuddle night.

I hope your happy, you did this to yourself i just want to remind you over n over again.. and for ur info i wasn't with him when i was with you, i'd never steep that low again..  or hurt you like that.. so think what you will.. Thank your hot temper for this..i wish we could be friends but, once again, your stubborn and yadda yadda..who knows why i'm writing this.. Your probably just bad mouthing me anyways...

 

i miss someone.. bad.real bad.

 

<3

 

 

i'm not giving up just yet...

shou fly...

so x-mas was great.. i got napoloen dynamite from the boy. =) and much other stuff from family.. my papa bear on the other hand gave us all about a heart attack. i love him. he's all we got..

 

i made an app. last night for tonight around 7 to get work done on my back, my flowers should look nice..  i'm excited. the way i look at it, I'll never have to look at it anyways since i can't see my backside anywho..my friends gave the greatest gifts ever, i love them.. the gifts and my friends that is.. i'm posting before work, b/c i'm up and don't really feel like getting ready just yet..

 

thursday can't come soon enough..

nose over tail for the boy..

 

 

 

 

'love em and leave em'..

hereinthedark::

Jan 12 Strung out

Jan 22 Against me!

Feb 2 Brighteyes

Next week i'm going to get my back worked on..probably tuesday or monday dunno.pictures to come.bringing in the new year with Emily, and good friends, and a boy..Perhaps things are falling into place now.. I have fantastic friends a great family, an yadda yadda.. my new fav band is cursive..I'm glad i had conversation with Bobby, but i'm not glad due to his g/f he's not allowed to speak to me or reply to e-mails..*sigh* anywho i must be off to the shower to get ready for this evening..

 

                                                   Merry Christmas

                                                             <3

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closure

so i haven't felt this way in quite some time.. some will be hurt by the post so forgive me before hand..though i'm jumping ahead of myself as always, and it will probably bite me in the ass in the end.. but whatever.. it was fun while it lasted. i met a boy.. period.. hes great fantastic, wonderful.. those who read this have probably read this all too often from me. but this i must say.. is different.. whatever don't believe if u will.. but it is..Roger i know your going to read this and be heart broken, but i can't do anything reason why were not together anymore is due to your hot temper, and my lack of heart.. i can only make myself feel so much, towards a person, believe me you are wonderful without a doubt, your going to make someone unbelieveably happy, but that person isn't me..nor will it ever. but i'm getting off track.. so as always, it comes back to good ol' Bobby. the H.S love of my life, my everything for so long.. 'The one who got away' i guess you could say.. i'm idiot for what i did to him, and what i've done to boys, i can't change it. only regret it. You'll always be in my daily thoughts, there isn't a day i'd say that goes by that your not.. but it's only human to feel that way about someone, so call me a sucker for doing it, i know we've both have moved on, and will most likely never be together again. and truthfully that hurts.. but what can ya do y'know? nothing.. oh well 'sigh'  i feel as if i'm writing a script. sheesh.. but as the story goes.. I've met someone, i get a smile on my face when i think about him, the same as i did with bobby, it's happening all over again.. i can only hope it will be like how it was with me and bobby.. I'm going to do my damn hardest not to fuck it up.. to make it work.. actually get somewhere with someone....

i'm so fucking fantastic..

 

 

 

 

 

eat your heart out...

howlongmustiwait

 

 

 

i'm working six days a week.. i'm going to be fucking rich.. and every fucking one of you is jealous..

 

i'm horribly cold hearted.... but after everything.. i really don't give a damn.

 

 

sincerely.

no fucking heart Brit

leavin'

pics galore..

 

 

bon a fid cuteness

where am i going..

i'm going to the movie by myself.. and thats it.

 

it's okay to think i'm a loser.. i already do..

 

 

 

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over n out..

way to go..

i hate couples, and everything their about.. x-mas party was a hit.. biker trash didn't know what hit em'..

 

i'm going fishing with my dad tomorrow..and thats all i have to say about that..

 

and that.. were super cute and we really can't help it

::get fighted::

i'm working off of 2 and half hours of sleep...

i'm tough.. i'll fucking fight  you right now...