out of line..

 

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

 

 

 

 

today was good.. slow at work.but whatever, i'm going this week to get my motorcyle endorsment put on my license..this week should be alright..Gwen's bridal shower is on sunday.. the days keep coming faster and faster..__________

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

'by the way, yesterday evening with you, felt like old times. perhaps it was just me who felt that way, but i've missed your silly antics, and i'm glad were 'friends' even though it's really wierd.. i'd hate to explain our relationship to someone... but i promise i'll never leave..i'll always want you in my life.. in any way, shape, or form... don't ever be a 'jerk' again...'

:.:.<.:all i can do.:.:>;>

 

 

 

 

you were a great ending to the weekend..Thank you for finally seeing me..

 

 

<3

 

 

 

 

p.s. i think it's fantastic how girls rule a boys life, and won't allow so called 'friends' be friends..tsk tsk...i got the highest or more lowest score on my riding evaluation today, i got one point. blah blah.. i passed with flying colors, and i was the best rider out there..i don't wanna go to work tomorrow.. and someone buy me a house. or give me loads of money to buy one...on about 15 acres...hmph.. g'nite

sunshine.

 

 

 

move away with me, and lets live off fruity drinks, and become wrinkly and brown, i'll let you love me, and perhaps, i'll break down and give you  my heart..we'll forget everything and everyone, i won't regret a thing.. i promise..

 

i'm far too young to be setting boundries, you say when, and i'll be more then happy to go...

 

 

 

 

p.s. my tattoo looks fantastic.. i'll post pics later on..

so sad.

 

 

 

 

 

it was wonderful hearing your voice again this evening.. forgive me for my drunken slur...oh how i've missed you...

 

 

 

'There goes the boy...'

now and then:;

so i swear i've sneezed a good hundred times in just the past few hours..It's great.

the party sat. evening was fabulous, the drive there though sucked.. but whatever i was squeezed between tory and jason, in the back of the bmw, and Ryan continued to put on rap shit, and i continued to yell. "Turn that shit off your not in cali anymore Ryan, you too Tory." but returning from the Party and driving back to Jason's and finally in bed with Jason holding me and breathing heavy on me, i had horrible nightmares, but i could have sworn they were real, like it was really happen, everything was blurry and jason was so heavy laying on me, and i couldn't move him and he just kept squeezing tighter, and i couldn't yell and i wanted to cry so bad, it was horrible, then i wake up this morning and tell him i had bad dreams last night and that he was trying to hurt me, and i couldn't move, and he just smiled and said 'I probably was.'...hmph.. that boy.. i dunno i'm babbling

friday evening i made Adam eat half a page of the yellow pages only his fault though because he can swallow things half way and then spit them back out, and i was like wow.. can you do it with random objects, so i started naming rando stuff and got repeated no's we agreed on the yellow pages, and he could do it only because he took a swig of his drink and swallowed it, but i laughed till my tummy hurt...it was one of those you had to be there things..

saturday during the day.. i wondered int. mall...spent a galore at bebe, and rhuel, and bought new Roxy shoes for work..and fossil i pretty much own everything they have this season..

during this week someone.. i'm gonna get ink done.. i'm going with the whole.. cover of Arcade Fire, and some of the JET c.d.. down my hip/side... im excited my mama on the other hand is not..i love how people are always like.. 'Wow your tattoo is awesome, your so petite and you have this huge tattoo on  your back..'=)

 

okay i've had enough of this..

<3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

'If you still want me please forgive me because your hands are not upon me. I shrugged them off before my mom walked in my bedroom. The pains of love, and they keep growin', in my heart there's flowers growin' , on the grave of our old love, since you gave me a straight answer. If you still want me, please forgive me, the crown of love is not upon me. If you still want me, please forgive me, because the spark is not within me, it's not within me, it's not with me. You gotta be the one, you gotta be the way your name is the only word that i can say! La la la la la al ala la al ala la lalaaaaalaio8uergieoklnji'

 

 

duh.:.:

 

 

I'm getting my motorcycle license next week.. woot.

hopefully in the next month or two, i'll be getting a new truck.

I have Fridays and Saturdays off now from work.. nice.

I'm going to a get together this evening with the boy, and some friends out in lakeland..

And being that alpine star sent me the wrong sticker there sending me the right one, along with some other ones..i love free stuff..

and i recieved my 'Under and Alone' by William Queen book yesterday for Jason, he was excited..

 

ok, i'm off to international mall to shop for this evening...things are well very well...I'm at a fantastic part in my life, and i don't think it could get any better then this..

 

<3

 

had it up to here..

 

 

so i'm home now from the keys and this evening with Skip, we went and saw The Unseen and Tiger Army.. good time i might add.. though i wish Unseen played a longer set.. oh well..

 

keys were wonderful.

i'm home in tampa again.. blah..

i missed the boy...

and that is all..

i love how the goverment takes all my money to, that makes me feel FANFUCKINGTASTIC..

 

 

oh well...

 

 

tomorrow is my friday..yay... and i had the hiccups all the way home tonight.. i hated it.

 

[x]this post includes pics from the keys..[x]

 

 

 

exs and hos.

karma police..

 

 

these are pics from a few weeks back when me and the girls.. cowgirled out.. at round up.. and what not.. i was drunk and don't really recall taking em'...oh well..

 

 

work was good this evening.. i cannot complain

 

i bought  'Closer' and watched it.. that i'd have to say is one of my fav. movies..

 

 

i miss people..alot

 

'sigh'

 

part.time.lover.

 

 

so...

 

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life is pretty damn good..made our bonus for the month soo that means i'll be almost a thousand bucks richer.. very nice.

i'm going to BrassMug this evening with Celeste to check out open jam. but if thats bad.. were going to the Greenery for Erik's b-day and what not...

 

 

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and that is all...

turn to dust::,,./;'

 

 

i'm going to the keys in 4 days.. for almost a week.with the folks. and ya'll are jealous..

 

i'm gonna be nigger brown.. and sun bleached, and drunk..

_________________________

 

this evening was girls night.. an awesome evening.

 

 

 

but all is well.. discovered on friday with Jason at the doggy beach it was horseshoe crab mating season?.. he called me a little kid for poking at em' and riping em apart.. there was tons of em'... getting busy.. it was great.

 

 

 

g'nite

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