so thats where you've been...i'm terribly upset..

your finally back home you finally got your one true wish..

so much for seeing me...one last time..what little hope i had in me is gone..to the west coast along with you..

i feel so stupid..

 

thats so hot right now....

i love hurricanes.. and 1 o'clock trips to the Pita Pit.. and drunken obilivions... and the Hot donuts from krispy kreme on bruce b downs.. and making fun of the kids in the parking lot.... and dancing to Pat Benatar and squeezing like mexicans in my truck...

 

 

and i still love my pink steve madden shoes..

 

lullaby.....

hot water music was just fantastic as always..went to applebee's afterwards the boy was starvin'...

and thats all i have to updated about and will update about..

 

 

 

 

 

i can disappear just like you......

Chuck Palahniuk is my muse...

tell me your fantasy

the answer is no....

the weather today was fantastic a perfect day...tomorrow is my day off.. yay! who knows what i'll do the malls know me by first name now, i got new pink plugs yesterday at the mall.. 4gauge i might add only b/c they didn't have those in a 6 or 8 gauge..blah... who knows why i'm talking about this..

and my pink steve madden shoes are fantastic..

 

 

your name is often of discussion...wish you'd change your ways..

<3

bring me back a mexican..

ah well.. went to the boys last night.. free tolls.. always a plus.. saw the picture of his brother in the October Ride BMX..awesome i might add.. went to eat at applebee's.. watched the softball game.. where we continually.. did the ying yang twin annoying scream...amusing..

so today i've watched Big Fish, and read 'Choke'.. and ate pizza.. a nice relaxing bummy day, i love it needless to say..

Gwen left for cali yesterday so work will be a bore when she's gone.. It's all up to Emily to keep me entertained...i told Gwen to bring me back a mexican or a shirt.. either or..

<3

FRANKS AND BEANS!!!!

so this weekend was one of the best ones..worked sat. then went to the mall with Emily.. where i bought only  'Aura' from american eagle finally..  emily bought 'holy' jeans and a cute jacket..

then proceeded home to the boy who was patiently waiting for me, showered went to dinner, then out with Gwen and a few of us from work.. upon arrival i'm welcomed by drunken Mike.. 'hey shes cool man, i brought her bagels this morning' referring to me.. it was quite a sight. a few drinks later and we're off to bowling..Stephs a drunken mess, mike is passed out.. Joe's cheating and changing the scores, me and Roger were the best out of all of them..Gwens 'virtual reality' off roading game, where her beer flew all over her.. Then this is where village inn comes in.. bacon and hash browns..

back to Joes house afterwards..pulling stephanie outta the car, dropping her on the ground, and leaving her there.. and laughing our asses off..it's save to say the girl won't remember a thing, and wonder why she has brusies all over her body.. haha..

today though.. went to the track with Roger since i had off..came home.. laid around, went grocery shopping together, ate dinner,  and roger went him.. and he proceeded to 'pants' me in the parking lot.. =) it's okay i got him..

 

hot water music next thursday and that is all..

 

P.S. I like you bigger then table..

cheese omelets

so fall is coming around.. acorns are falling, and the shadows are getting much much longer... the mornings are crisp, and the ground is covered in dew.. these times remind me of you. chilly nights and drunken mornings.. sloppy kisses, the smell of sweet tarts, and beef jerky..Jimmy Dean teryake style..lazy afternoons and drives around town...'going out for ice-cream'..movies every weekend, sleepy smiles and bedroom eyes...touches of warm skin..this is my favorite time of year, when everything for me was laid out in front of me...it was so much easier, now things are much more compicated, i've been forced to grow up, and make my own decisions...forced to forget things, and ive been thrown away...ignored, and hated.

 

now all i need is sappy, background music, and i'll be your typical heart broken fool...

perhaps this is the begining of the end,

 

everythings gonna be alright..

 

so..screw the rain.. i went four wheeling through the muddy trails, flip flops and all...

also got to see my uncles new zx 10R.. very nice i might add..

so i start off with four wheels and i'll end with two in the next year or so...

fin...

 

p.s if you hadn't noticed  i'm in the bragging mood...fuck it.

know i ain't no good...

so, i've been sitting around watching t.v..

 i ate a whole stick of pepperoni in one day..

 my whole road is 3 feet under water and it's fantastic, hillsborough and memorial is underwater, and the only places open are owned by your sand nigger non english speaking fools..

i've showered but i refuse to wash my hair, and it's sticking straight up, .....'thats hot'....and my dad continues to say, lets go four wheeling,, who cares about the rain, thats the fun of it.. and i agree. but flash backs come to mind on the forth when roger flipped the four wheeler over us, due to him being blind, and riding around the track at night and didn't see the 4 foot drop..tsk..tsk.. ' I ripped open my knee!' Roger continuily said.. i've niked my leg with my razor deeper then that cut he had..=P ..sissy...

this hurricane has given me more then enough time to think over countless things, over and over again.. blah blah blah... same ol story...

Sept. 23 is the only highlight of this month.. hot water music is coming.. to state.. and that is all..

44 days till i turn 21...

::

today was not the day to wear a skirt...

 

 

true story...

sink. florida. sink.

my hair cut is awesome..the boy came over last night, and i surprised him with buying the Jeremy Mcgrath book, then we ate, went to walmart, and went to bed..

and now i'm waiting for 11 o'clock to roll around b/c me and my mama are going on the boat with my dad. I'm fishing and my mom is going to sunbathe..

 

P.S hurricanes and turkey bacon rock my world..