...amour

things are quite amazing...

i'm not spilling my heart over this thing...
too many prying eyes...

you can't lose something you never had..

 

and to you sir.. it's disturbing to hear you scream, and call me easy..i could throw some words your way..but i'm a little more grown up/civil then that...i was embarassed for you. Your poor girlfriend to be in the middle..for that..I'm sorry.

heavy breathing

This weekend looks promising..

tonight-in great company with a lovely kid
tomorrow-gasparilla with a lovely kid
sunday-beach ditto..


8 out 10 days ain't bad..

__________________________________

i am being a horrible so called friend i know.... it could be worse..





<3

...da..da...damn

sometimes you have to be a selfish asshole to get what you want...
including myself....



here's another kick in the face...
forgive me..

i'm sorry it will be the way it is, between you two....

perhaps we will cross paths one morning...


<3

 

boo..

i'm good.. hard at work..


a month from now.. i want to be in this place with no drama..
things are going good for me..eh..well almost good..

boy situation....eh....i am pacing myself.


thee end..


brit

boys.

I'm upset that it's ended..
but i feel as if a burden as been lifted off my chest.
friends? perhaps.. I shall miss him
but now i shall move on to something more wonderful



usually in this situation. (the ending of a relationship) i would throw myself into another one as quick as i can,so i can forget that person faster, and move on with my life.but i dont think i'll be doing that this time.. Time alone is needed i believe....










<3

..laugh...

 

i wish i would just get over you already.....

then i wouldn't feel so guilty about thinking of you..

i don't want you thinking i'm unhappy..but what is closer to the truth?





cause blue eyes your the secret i keep...
<3






It looks like fall outside..the trees are finally changing. I want to be in bed right now, sleeping, and being lazy..

...hello/goodbye....

Thank you

i do love to hang out with you *sigh*
i dreamt about you all last night. It was wonderful
Highlight of my week is..this Thursday. and Sunday- when i get to hang out with you..



i am ridiculous i know.. i shouldn't be saying this or feeling this..
sorry




I'm going to hell for this...





britni