stop beating...

I am Dead...

 

you make my heart beat faster...

you have not left my thoughts since the very first time i met you, If only i could go back to October 2003 and start all over...i do you to

i'm not okay..

so it's decieded, i'm going to New york in Nov. forever.. goodbye florida..

tonight hopefully i'm going to see 'Napolean Dynamite' very excited...Noelle made the greatest duvet cover.. pink and black stripes..

and..sometime in the next two weeks i believe i'm gonna get some ink done on my back.. b/c it's far too plain for my taste..

but as for now, My mom took my truck to work today, so i could take her car in for her, then i'm gonna go price beach cruiser's b/c my dad is wonderful and gonna buy me one..then me lauryn and noelle are off to the pool...

 

p.S.. i'm a poser and have BMX stickers on my truck. yes!

kiss an angel...

friday was grand went to Banana Joes at University.. we were the cutest girls there to say the lease..got drunk off of red wine, giggles galore..and mac-n-cheese for dinner.. at 2 o'clock in the morning..

spent sat. sobering up from the evening before was not up for anything.. Sorry Dave..

Sunday went n saw the notebook with the boy, i do admit i did get teary eyed, but the book is much better then the movie..

that is all..

<3, moi

i'm gone..

so tonight is girls night, i'll be over in the new tampa and wesley chapel area..Me and Emily are sleeping over at
Gwen's since her boy is away..

there will be lots of alcohol consumed and girlish giggles through-out the night..

should be a wonderful time..

but as for now i'm off to the gym, and run some errons, by myself as always..

<3 me.

 

P.S whats with chinese food tearing up boys tummy's..

 

-lyrical beauty..

-laid out by the pool for little over an hour

-spent about an hour and a half at the gym

-ran 3 miles

-cleaned the inside of my truck out..

- work tomorrow..

....i'm thinking about becoming a stunning bronzed blonde...keep going back n forth on the idea of being blond again...who knows.and i've decieded that i'm not going back to college.. =)

p.S. If i told you i was dying would u stop ignoring me then?

remember many many moons ago.. far too long ago.. when you were suppose to bring a burrito back for me..

 

so for your info i'm still waiting for my amazing burrito you so bragged about....

exoh,moi

..giving up..n..giving in..

so here i am all alone in this house..the boy is away to Dade city for a race..my mother is not coming home this evening, so it's just me jack and honey..I'm watching 'G.I.Jane' at the moment.. and before that i watched 'Blow'.. i haven't really updated in quite some time, so i thought this might be nice for a change...So i've become on this fix for the last 3 weeks of going to the gym, and yes i must say i see much improvement *always a plus* jumping from subject though, i was literally [   this   ] close to getting my yorkie, she was in my hands, i was thinking of names for her, but as it has. i'm just now building up my credit, b/c she's 1400, only way i would have been able to get her was to finance her.. so in the end i'm yorkie-less.. but i'm on the hunt.. believe me..

 anywho i don't have much to update about anymore, reason why my post have only consisted of pictures and random quotes here and there..

 

 

i can't really grasp on why i'm being ignored by someone, i continually e-mail them and IM them.. but i get nothing, so i just won't anymore.. sorry for bothering you in the meantime..

 

britniMarlana....

boredom strikes yet again....

my mom said and i quote

"You'll look like a bull dyke if you cut your hair shorter."

muahahaha.... i find it amusing..

my reply..

"so what i'll be a cute bull dyke mama"...

 

<3

'The Notebook' is so fucking the story of my life.....

i just read the book..

 

*sigh*

p.S. 'butterfly effect' came out today on DVD.. If i knew what was to happen and i had my choice to choose in the begining if i wanted to take that road and still deal with the result..or go on with my life with just the memory of what could have been...

sweet little thing...

nights like these....

i'm poor and miserable...

 

i just wanna break down.. and feel nothing anymore..

i listen to lucero day in and day out.. sad love songs make me feel some what human at this moment...

i hate regret.