I see the Sunrise...

Today was good.. Picked up check-ate lunch with Lisa.

Lisa got her hair cut and it's fucking hawt!.

Me, I've decided i'm going darker bring out the blue in my eyes and possibly get a few highlights in my bangs...

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Tomorrow Sons Dinner then Party at Chris's...

 

P.S. Weather like this makes me feel so lonely.

Bye-Bye.. World...

Tonight was great.. Me and Lisa would make some Hot dates for some lucky boys... too bad were lacking the boy department....

...Tomorrow.. Ganster time.

P.S. Why aren't i over you yet, after all this time going on almost three years...wish something would rid this heart of mine to forget you....I can't seem to give anyone my all because of you thanks alot you fuck.......

Melt all my Heart Away....

so yeah i'm rocking out to 105.5 and cleaning house...

I love my Dog.....

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hung up the rest of my James Dean pictures.. <3

 

 

P.S. i love how the sprinkles from sugar cookies stain my fingers...

 

Shut me out..

school was good got out at 10:15.

Son treated me and Jeremy to lunch-HOPS! o yes...

Hung out with Dave-Butterfly Effect-awesome movie.. but sad..

also Dave hit a parked car, i felt bad but couldn't help but laugh. Does that make me mean?

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Tomorrow school working with my daddy, going on a hot date with Lisa.

P.S This weekend is gonna rock!.

that conversation hurts more now then ever... i hate it.

I'm speechless.

I'm never good enough.......

 UnRatedVrsIOn :  HEY
 RoXy336953 :  hello
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  How are yas
 RoXy336953:  fine. yourself?
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  excellent
 RoXy336953 :  good to hear. 
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  i jsut wante dot appologize for the whole...stopping talking to ya thing
 RoXy336953 :  no need to be sorry i should have seen it coming.. 
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  how so
 RoXy336953 :  just should have...
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  i guess
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  i have your cd.. still
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  in prime condition...i can get that back to ya
 RoXy336953 :  nah keep it.. 
 RoXy336953 :  Can i ask you why? 
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  lol...ya sure ya dont want it back
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  umm yeah.....i dont know if you will like my answer though
 RoXy336953 :  your've already done ur damage. 
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  i fell really hard for a girl...which she is now my gf
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  ...but i went about it all wrong with you
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  i truly did like you a lot..
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  im sorry if i hurt you
 RoXy336953 :   it happens
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  yeah....gues sit does
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  ...so anyways
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  whats new with ya
 RoXy336953 :   nothing.. 
 RoXy336953 :  why IM me now?
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  lol...nothin at all
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  i dont know i thought id appologize
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  ..break the ice....so we could atleast be friends..or chat
 RoXy336953 :  ahh i see.. 
 RoXy336953 :   well ur sorry is worthless to me.. you hurt me more then you'll ever know.. I'd rather not "chat" or be friends with you Andrew. 
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  alright...well i said what i wanted to say and i gues sit was worth a shot
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  a rely am i sorry htogh...i didnt want to hurt you
 UnRatedVrsIOn :  bye
 RoXy336953:  yeah. sorry to have wasted ur time. goodbye. 
 UnRatedVrsIOn : you wernt ever a waste of time

It's not my fault..

and i miss... and i miss you so good....

I'm not gonna give you what you want so if you please...

It's pathetic i still think of you...

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Make-up from magazines...

watching American Wedding, and laying around in my underwear...

<3

I just zipped  my underwear up in my skirt..

 

 

True Story...

bad Things happen in 3's

haha well today as been eventful. Got into a fender bender this morning on my way to school.. *my fault* my car looks perfectly normal her bumper is a little messed up.. cops came no ticket thankfuly but when he was returning my registeration n what not he was like "So, Do you date older cops?" i just couldn't help but smile and laugh.. i didn't know rather or not to take him seriously and i was just like "nu uh".. haha.. it was quite odd.. in result i was a little late for class.. no biggie..

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Ate a subway wrap for lunch with some kick-ass sweet tea.

Then i hit up borders and listened to a shit load of c.d's and bought the new Cosmo.

after that i went to get gas.. blah  pulled in on the wrong side. then relized the gas station wasn't an amoco or B.P.. i.e. it use to be but.. changed without my knowledge...hah..

After that i went to bestbuy to treat myself to a c.d..

Thee end.. i'm staying home for the rest of the day. I'm gonna surprise my mom by cleaning house.. i Rock as a Daughter...

<3

Nothing is good enough...

what i wouldn't give for someone to know the number of smiles i have..

just simply have someone totally in awe of me...

What it is to be in love.. I'd do anything at this moment to be...

heaven help this mind of mine...

Laid out...

last night was semi lame... waste of gas for poor Lisa..

Work was slower then hell today...

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I woke up with the weakest feeling stomach, due to my screwdriver and misley beer.. blah.. makes me not want to drink again...so through-out today i felt blah..

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Now i'm just waiting to go to a movie.. should be fun.

P.S. My Mom owns for making me a smoothie. =)

I'm starving i skipped Lunch today...b.c i'm fucking sick and tired of hotdogs.

Ah.. that reminds me i had the oddest dream about Andrew last night.. haha.. i dreamt that he had called me and was apologizing and what not, and said we were so much alike and he felt so much too soon and scared himself away...muahahaha.. If only..dumb-fuck.

I'm not gonna give you what you want.

uh.. yeah.work was busy went by past good thing.

Krispy Kreme tomorrow be jealous...

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had a very weird conversation with Dave thats all i'm gonna say about that..

This evening due to the conversation with him. I'm not sure what i'm doing.. possibly the show, possibly hang out with my Lisa, or nothing. hah..

P.S. Sorry i'm a typical girl, and can't give you straight answers,when you want them and the ones you want.. excuse me, but it's who i am, take it or leave.. but whatever.. dime a dozen kiddo.. a fucking dime a dozen.

I <3 Chris....

 CGANSTERII [6:42 PM]:  eat my shit
 RoXy336953 [6:42 PM]:  no way jose..
 CGANSTERII [6:42 PM]:  oh come on
 CGANSTERII [6:42 PM]:  only a little bit
 RoXy336953 [6:42 PM]:  pay me
 CGANSTERII [6:43 PM]:  no way
 CGANSTERII [6:43 PM]:  do it for pure joy
 RoXy336953 [6:43 PM]:   nu uh 
 RoXy336953 [6:44 PM]:   5 bucks
 CGANSTERII [6:50 PM]:  ok
 CGANSTERII [6:50 PM]:  5 bucks
 RoXy336953 [6:50 PM]:  rock.. when and where?
 CGANSTERII [6:58 PM]:  whereever when ever
 RoXy336953 [6:58 PM]:  i'm hungry what should i eat besides shit.
 CGANSTERII [6:58 PM]:  lol
 RoXy336953 [6:59 PM]:  all this talk about eating..

Soon Ends our Stay...

well HWM this evening.. excited..

down-fall. my throat hurts, and i've been awfully lazy..

I have no motivation to do anything the past few days it's quite depressing...

blah..blah..blah.. this is me being bitchy and complaining..enjoy.....

P.S. I Miss you Lisa, it's been far too long since we talked/hungout/goofed off....Damn School and Jobs.

Top of the morning...

School.. i saw a certain someone who i'd love to be in love with me. haha.. pshh..joke. I Love Crushes.

Atkins wrap from Subways. (Lisa you were so right.)

haha.. and the funny thing when i was driving outta HCC i saw my ex. Billy..wh0a. what a surprise. He hates my guts but it's cool...

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And i got to thinking that it's true.. To stand alone, and forget about a certain someone it's easier to hurt each other, so you can get over them faster.. It gives you more of a reason...If only i had met you later on in life, maybe things would have worked out.. Maybe if i wasn't so selfish.. we would still be together...

I've been thinking about past relations..minus Kevin. i.e. mostly Bobby and Andrew.. Bobby, it being my fault that were no longer Bobby&Britni.. and Andrew ha. just because he's a jerk, and your typical guy, and i just another notch on his bed post. That if circumstances were different what would/could have been...it's odd.

I don't regret anything i have done in the past it's made me who i am today, and not so naive, to think that Love is all i'll ever need in life, wish it was that easy..

anywho.. I'm happy where i'm at in my life, sure i could put more effort into things, damn my laziness. I have wonderful friends and a family that loves me with all there heart, and there is no second guessing that....

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Enough of that shit.. Me and Lisa are going to buy our Bull riding tickets tomorrow hopefully.. and Tomorrow Evening is Hot water Music..yay. Then Saturday evening this is even more odd i'm going to Pennywise with Bobby, and his new girl.. very wierd..

thee end.......

Wait for me...

ahh.. well class was decent no complaints..

3 hours at Borders.. o'yes.. i rule.

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This evening is filled with nothing..

Staying home Watching the Season premier of Newly Weds...

Smooth..&..Charming...

ahh..well today has been good..

Met  up with Dave for lunch-goodtimes....

Came home.. burning my c.d's...

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This Weekend Friday Hotwater Music need i say more.. Chris is joining me, and with whoever wants to go..

Saturday- Pennywise..still debating if i want to go..

but either way i am going to a show this weekend it's been far too long... I need hear the music loud and blarring, and me screaming my lungs out.. and the feel of sweat dripping down my neck....

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That is enough for today...

u were my Favorite...

i was drunker then Fuck off of nyquil last night.. it was crazier then shit... i Own. <3

 

P.S  I Don't remember anything...

Love is a Battle Field....

ah.. went to work.. very slow.. blah blah..

then met up with Bobby we had dinner then went to best buy, and i bought the newer coheed c.d.. It was nice seeing him again.. I love that kid.

Now I'm sitting at home, listening to music...

 

Quote of the Day -Heidi  "You know i'm sick, when i won't even eat a donut."...hahaha...

 

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Tomorrow i'm doing nothing have to drop my Dad off at HD with his bike.. and what not, then i think this friday were going fishing o'snap..

Muahaha...

haha.. Monster Truck Rocked..

Me and Lisa pigged out on food, and walked on our tippy's the whole time.. We were Drunk.. but sober?... que?....

MuAhahahaha..Funner then Fuck..

Ybor-Sucked..

i just looked in the mirror and i

so totally have BLUE X's on my face from sleeping on my hands last night...

I  feel like Josie Grosie from Never been kissed..

MuAhHahHahahahaha...

True Story....

Bedroom Eyes, and Sleepy Smiles..

debating if i wanna make french toast...hmmm..

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Running errons today with Lisa this afternoon.. then this evening consist of Movie night.. good times are sure to be had..

___ToDay______

1. Pick up check

2. Deposit Check

3. Get Manicure

4. Go to Vinly Fever (ForLisa)

5.Sing our hearts out to whatever song is on the radio.

thee end.......

Love you Down...

home from an evening of nothing really..

Sushi rocked my Socks..

turned into a Lush at Lisa's apartment, and got the cleaning urges..

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found out i'm broke as a joke..

walked around ybor for the sake of nothing..

i hate cold nights and running into ugly ex's

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P.S. Missing a certain someone..

 

Taste of your Kiss....I'm all around...

Take 30 minutes to find an out-fit

go to HCC to pay for Class

hit up Borders to look for short hair cuts for Lisa..

sushi with My mom and her Friend and Lisa..

Today is gonna rock... o'snap..

 

____P.S I Love late night conversation on the telephone with a certain someone. Never a dull moment....

 

wh0a..wh0a...

went out with Dave this evening and played putt putt i whooped his ass.. We had to make it an early evening though b/c he's mama had to be taken to the hospital..

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P.S.. The Anticapation of the first kiss owns me..

Swimming into View...

well everything is fixed with school.. I'm only taking a morning class then this summer i'm just going to make up for what i missed this semester then.. s0o.. should be fine...

met up with Lisa for lunch at Panera.. was good..

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now i having nothing to do.. blah..blah..blah....

nap time...

ahh well today was wonderful.. Met up with Lisa Goofed off and took pictures of guys in her USF class..

went to Malibu got pooped on by a dinosaur.. played that stupid dancing game.. btw we suck at it.. Got to Level 3 on house of the living dead game.. and Raced our hearts out on go carts.. all thanks to Jeremy.

Came home bathed.. Lisa is coming over later to Watch Simple Life and eat brownies..o'snap.

Tomorrow.. School and working out..

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YAY!.. for brownies for breakfast.. and a heater to warm my feet...

but fuck.. for leaving my towel in my room when i get outta the shower..

10 days late...

ahh well i'm up early and feeling a 110% better..

Last night Me and Lisa went to eat.. then we went to Taget and Walmart b/c we own.. she bought some things and a kick-ass wine rack....and i got my picture frames n what not...

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Saturday is gonna fucking Rock.. David got me and Lisa tickets for the Monster truck rally.... and then pit passes and passes to ride in a monster truck.... oo0o0oh fuck..  so awesome... there's nothing else i can say about that.... be jealous..

P.S. Me And Lisa are funnier and more cool then all of you..

True Story...

Bite my tounge...

ahhh.. well i'm sitting at home..

Woke up from continous calls from my mother Father and Bobby..

Finally woke around 10:30. talked on the phone ate some brownies for Breakfast and then i cooked a nasty ass pizza for lunch watched Meet Joe Black and my Cory Nastazio dvd.. then laid around in my underwear up untill now when i'm about to jump in the shower and get ready for my appt.

Then later this evening Me and Lisa might go see a movie and eat at her dads bar..

anywho thats about it.. can't really add anything else..

Me Listening to Alkaline trio..

My Dad comes in.. "Is that Hootie?"

hahahahahah.. no dad... *smile*

Greatest ever....

home from work..

I brought in donuts from Krispy Kreme

Saw a lady drop her bike 3 times in less then 10 minutes..

Gave a bee a ride all the way from Harley Davidson to Hoover and hillsborough on my windsheild..

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now, i'm home.. eating fried eggplant and a sweet potato..

Ain't that some shit..

ahh.. well i'm home.. tonight was extremely cold.. Me and Dave saw Cold Mountain what a depressing movie.. blah.. then we hit up iHop o'yes the infamous French Toast.. It was a good time.. 

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 I'm sick as a dog...

feels so right...

 i'm home from work.. it went by fast as heck..

Last night was fun hung out with Lisa and some friends got tipsy off of sangria came home early..coughed my heart out to sleep.

__________Phone call i had at work.

me.."blah blah She's not in.."

customer-"Wow, you should like you have a head cold"

me- "i do.. it sucks"

Customer-"You know what i heard is the best cure.. a nice butt massage.."

me-"hahaha.. I'll have to try that.."

Customer -"alright baby girl i'll see ya."

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Today i ate strawberry's and oranges for lunch, and my Pops came an visited me.

____i wore capri's today big mistake.

Tonight going out with David, not sure what were doing but  it's better then sitting at home.. =)

 

I Killed you...

Well i'm home from a day of running about with MamaDukes.. Went n had lunch at Bamboo club.. went to the store and got Sangria mix for me and Lisa one evening...

Appt. was cancelled.

Went to target to spend my gift card. some a candle magazine(Cosmopolitan), and a cute as fuck bathing suit.. fuck winter.. It plays no part on my shopping..

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Tonight.. who knows what i'll be doing...

did i mention i got to see tons of Elephants this evening.. <3...

and that I'm as lonely as ever at the moment, my bed is frezzing, and I miss being held, and someone showering me with Kisses....The excitment of a new romance...

Where is my mind...??

Ahhh..well tonight was Great Me and Lisa had a wonderful time at the Circus it was amazing to say the least.. Then afterwards went to to Centro Ybor To get coffee (ended up getting tea)..and wait for Nikki to call.Went to Victoria Secrets' Big Annual sale.. had to get some shit. while waiting for nikki we tried to get the stupid photo booth shit to work.. no luck stupid shit.. Anywho. Making a long story short..

We ended up going to the Green Room.. early gah.. Lisa was bored outta her mind, and no one was dancing so we left around 12:30...and now here i am.. writing in this..

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Tomorrow, I get paid thank goodness i got only 7 bucks to my name and that is it..

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Doc. Appt.....Pick up check....perhaps lay out if it's not chilly....then thats it...

 

........Tomorrow Evening..blah i have nothing planned...Someone call a nigga or some shit.. Help a Sista out....

Left here to Linger...

Well, I've been with my Daddy all day moving moving his shop office to his apartment then we went n took my grandma to Lunch then to go dropoff his bike n what not.. I Love my dad. end of story...

Tonight.. Me and Lisa are going to the Circus.. o0o0 snap.. Be jealous fuckers.. Then were hitting up the Castle..weee.. Dance untill i can't Dance no more literally..Then tomorrow.. I'm gonna lay out.. finish up my Dads books, and then go to a Doc App. and that will be my Friday good times. i know..blah..anywho i must get in the shower for this evening...

 

P.S i so looked like a boy today with a beanie on and a hoodie over that..  and i've come to the conclusion i'm one ugly fucking boy.

 

.....I Love how my voice is so sexy and raspy.. o yes.. and the cough i have pshh.. Gets the boys everytime...

Loaded gun....

blah..Woke up at 7 got to HCC at 8 a.m.. and yadda yadda..yadda.. This Slick Black dude slipped me his number.. like whoa i didnt know what hit me.. stood in lines... came home.cried.for an hour went back to HCC.. sat on the floor with my ass crack showing hard core played stuntman...Got home from there at 6 o fucking clock.. i rock hardcore...

Went to Dinner with my mama.. Danced like party boy on my mom waiting for valet..Good Times..

Took a Bath.. and now i'm updating this shit.. for my own pleasure.. b/c no one ever reads the crap...

joined. friendster.com.. b/c i f'ing rule and i have no life...

P.S I hate how i'm to long to fit in the whole Tub, and i gotta semi-curl up...gah...

With all of this....

today was a lazy day to say the least.. Sat on my butt..watched Boondock Saints again.. then  My drive thru records DVD then my KUT U UP DVD.. funnier then shit..

Talked to Lisa on the phone about her classes and what not.. Then talked to David for a good while...

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Thursday Me and Lisa are going to The Circus. it's gonna rock, and all you are jealous admit it...Nikki asked me to go to the Castle with her that evening.. so I'm gonna try and drag Lisa along with me.. and we'll be lushes, and dance to good music..rock!

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The Rest of the week consist of nothing really.. Possibly might go out with David on Saturday... but i can't remember if me and Lisa had plans or not.. I've been having a horrible memory lately.. she'll have to refresh it for me...

anywho.. I'm gonna finish up cleaning up my room, and being a lazy ass...

P.S.. i so danced my ass off this afternoon by myself downstairs to homegrown..

another thing.. i'm changing my name to Britni Ice Cold 3000.......

The Stage is Set.....

After getting a night of no sleep, sheesh i dunno whats wrong with me, lately i haven't been able to sleep period, it sucks.. went to bed around 12 got up at 3 didn't go back to sleep till around 4, then i got up again at 7 and after that on the hour every hour till now, when i said screw this i'm gonna get up period..

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Due to lack of sleep and energy i didn't go to HCC today, so tomorrow is a must i have to go. end of story...

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Why am I in love with #7 and #9 on the Thursday c.d.. can u say repeat. over and over and over again....

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...P.S.. I'm gonna simmer down on saying fuck these days, I over use it, and it's not very attractive to be so vulgar.. blah... Will see how long that last.. haha..

I'm quite the vulgar little girl....

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Now i'm gonna go finish watching Boondock Saints before i have to take it back..

Tomorrow Come Today...

well around 12 i decieded to get my day going, got ready and went up to HCC and try to register for my classes.. FUCK THAT SHIT.. holy fuck the line was longer then shit, it was outrageous.. so tomorrow i'm gonna get up early as heck and be the first in line and get the shit outta the way..

after that i hit up Viynl fever bought a few c.d's..

Then went to International mall to look for some tank tops.. no such luck.

Then went to Borders.. looked around bought two more c.d's.. haha..

now I'm home.. burning my c.d's so i can get more money, and buy more c.d's.. and a a bigger cd case.. b/c there triple stacking of them it's really getting outta hand..

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Tomorrow- Register for Classes.. wait around 2:30 for the tile guys to come and fix our bathroom tile that moves and shit in a brandnew house.. dumb fucks.

Then hopefully hanging out with The Good Ol' Ganster.. good times are always garanteed...

 

P.S. My Vans fucking Own you, deal with it..

I don't care, B/c i'm a Brat...

s0o.. i took my shot of nyquil, and fell back asleep.. thank goodness..

Wake up this morning.. start doing stuff around the house. cleaning. laundry and what not.. And i get a call from my mom.. blah blah.. i say something smart to her, and shes like. "You know what Britni your an ingreat, your a selfish little brat, and if you keep up with this talking back to me, your gonna have to find some where else to live."-wow.. so is that a threat to kick me out.. how exciting..

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If my mother does decied to, hmmm.. good question i dunno what i'd do, being that i work two days a week, and I go to school Full-time, I'd  probably end up quitting school, getting a  job during the week to support myself, and hate my mother the rest of my life.  haha.. what a thought.. anywho i think she's talking the shit, whatever.. fuck it..for some reason  I can't take her serous...

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In Other news, i think i'm coming down with something...How much do i rock.

 

Good fucking Bye....

how bout i fell asleep around 5 and just now waking up.. my sleep clock is all fucked up now.. blah..  but i'm gonna take a shot of nyquil and try to fall back asleep...

This kinda sucks....and my throat hurts...

i want to kill you....

...worked was far from busy as all Sunday's are..  half my phone calls were are you open.. where are you located.. blah blah...

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Had.. westshore pizza. garlic cheese bread for lunch-it sucked

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Mama's making taco's tonight for dinner.. w0ot.. only good thing in my night..I feel so worn out.. like i've been up for days, and running around like a mad women, i feel like i'm just gonna flip if someone says something wrong to me, i'm on the edge..  so fuck it..  someone say something to me, so i can get this anger outta me...

______________thee end....

Flame of glory....

Highlight of tonight was eating at maccaroni grill, and there to die for chocolate cake.. like wh0a.

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Tonight. another story.  went to Ybor to Ampitheater or whatever.. was a bomb, couldn't do shit..  walked around. got starbucks. was going to take pictures in the photo booth, but of course it was out of flim...

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Got Complimented on my out-fit.

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Me and Lisa were attacked by the ugliest fucking spider ever.. it was scarier then shit.. I had to ride with my feet up in the seat because I'm a big ol' chicken towards spiders.. but look at me wrong or say some stupid shit towards me, and i'll fucking kill you. =)

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My Cat skirt owns you, and my hair still smells like Very sexy shampoo and conditioner even after that nasty smokey club..thats some shit right there..

I want what is mine...

Home at last... Work went by fast.. I Love my job..  =) i goof off and get to talk to tons of great individuals.. rock.

Blared Senses Fail on my way home, looked like a fool dancing by myself in my car. who gives a fuck...

Now, I'm about to jump in the shower, and get ready Me and Lisa are going out for dinner.. because my mama gave us mula too.. ha =) She Rocks hardcore..

This Evening We have no idea what were doing.. but all we know is were not calling anyone. end of story. I have yet to talk to the infamous Andrew since new Years eve.. and you know, i really don't give a fuck anymore. haha..save to say i'm through with that shit...

anywho.. I'm off..adios...

Bloody.. Romance..

Today was great.minus the wierdo's at the car wash staring at me..shopped till my hearts content. i got 5 shirts and a skirt with cats on it..two c.d's Senses Fail and Billy Talent... finally got my vans.. ate some nasty ass pizza from Rainforest cafe.. made 2 wrong turns.. froze my butt off walking back to my car.

Came home talked on the phone..

Tomorrow.. I work from 9-5 like usual..  Lisa might come visit me, to eat boy scout bar b que.. The Evening consist of nothing as of yet.. haha..

P.S.. Me and Lisa hate tourist and refuse to move out of the way when were walking together down sidewalks for other people..

oh and by the way.. Fuck you people who never call me or Lisa and were always calling you..  we've had it up to here trying to be your friend.Thanks.

Ain't this the truth....

Do you know that every night I think of ways to get back at you?
I'd sneak into your room, put a pillow over your face, suffocate you.
Rip into your chest and tear out your heart.

To see if you bleed, like I do.
I bet you do.
Tripping over my words and now you're tripping on me. Isn't that funny?
Couldn't you just laugh until you choke?
I wish you would, and your face could match your eyes. Cold and blue and lifeless.
How did I ever fall for you?

Do you know that every night I think of ways that I can spite you?
Call me when you're dead or you can finally live with yourself.
Consider this a favor...consider this.

What it takes...

So, The beach was wonderful yesterday, then me and Lisa stuffed our face at ihop and then we went to her parents house because her mama was cooking this big ol' dinner, so we stuffed our face again.. gah. i was disgustingly full to say the lease.

Today. ORLANDO!...w0ot.. i get my checkered vans, and other shit... I feel so giddy.

Anywho, Today is gonna fucking own, so be jealous...good times are sure to be had.

I need a heart attack...

Well I'm up and at em' after going to bed at 6 and then Bobby calling me and then Lisa sending me messages to get up  b/c she was up and wanted to go to the beach

So...that brings me to right now, getting ready to head to the beach in the winter. hahahahah....

P.S.. Me and Lisa are way cuter and more awesomer then you fucks....

Thought..Riot...

Alcohol and acting a fool.. a fucking fabulous night..

end of story.....