leave it.

spent my evening at Quaker Steak and Lube.. gah..so hot out..




i had thai for lunch.. only a little bit of chicken..and i don't have any appetite to eat dinner or anything for that matter..
i feel sick to my stomach..but not like a throw up sick.. like a  'I've been treated like shit, and it makes me want to fall asleep and never wake up kinda sick.'


tomorrow's my friday.. thank goodness..this week has been far too long.




and i love it when people ignore me..niicee.. once again..
so much for hanging out.
Why fucking bother anymore.
i'm not.
I give it up.
it being you.
*

same lines.

+the week/my weekend.. was good.. Castle thursday night..a wonderful time. Michelle is the greatest, along with skip and everyone else..+

now since a certain someone refuses to hang out with me, or is avoiding to hang out with me,i get a consistant. "We'll hang out sometime next week." from them..blah I'm heading over to Gwenies, to hang out..and be merry..

my parents brought me sushi and peaches to work today for lunch..
and my daddy bought me a fantastic picture of James Dean from TN to add to my wonderful collection.

i'll update more later..
c-ya

Here's to another relationship.

 

 

 

 

'I'm very drunk and I intend on getting still drunker before this evening's over.'-Gone with the Wind.





<3

1st ave.

i laid out by the pool today and listened to the mexicans rev there weed wackers at me..very nice..

i drove around a little bit.. walked around the mall..

sat around at borders for forever..came home ate some ice cream..

now i'm waiting for michelle to call me to save me from this boredom..blah...

p.s. i hate fucking harry potter.. the movies/books are ridiculous..


c-ya

revisions.gap.history.

-im tired.. i worked 10 hours today..then ran 5 miles when i got off of work..
-i just wanna lay around in my bed and read my book.
-i don't have any plans this weekend but going into work on saturday for four hours.
-i need to do my nails, and lay out..
-i had a dream last night that my jeans were rubbing off my tattoos, and all that was
      left was the outlining..i woke this morning paranoid that it really happened..eEe.
-I hate waiting around for replys.
-i have been listening to the honorary Title all week..thanks to Celeste.
-i am a sad love song...
<3

drinkin goodbye.

-rise against and alkaline trio were great last night.. very impressed.
-now me and gwenie are headed to st. pete beach.. to bask in the sun. and become drunk brown bums.
-tomorrow night is ladies night.. i'm gonna country it out.
-it's not even 9am and i already feel so productive..laundry done. bed made. now just waiting on that girl.

ciao

.lover.

.Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek
You pull away so easily

And I still call you, but I get your machine
And I still call you, but I get your machine
And if I'm lucky I guess, I get your roommate answering
But you're at the bar, or at Gene's

And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet
Yeah, we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around

And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap
The plot is slow, take a nap

And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes
I'm only there so that you're not alone

And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there

I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.

so Old.

the wedding was fantastic.. Mike was the greatest date a girl could ask for..there's tons of memories.. That i can't even begin to type out.. It was a memorable weekend.. i will leave it at that.. oh and i caught the boquet i can't type..



but u get the idea..