Friday, February 27, 2004

making the run....

i love the heat of summer in the late evening, driving with my windows down, blaring my music. I wish i could just drive forever out of this town, and away from this pain. I want to feel the sun on my shoulders and the glare in my eyes. i want to forget the regrets i have. forget what i have done to myself. i could not sleep last night, tossing and turning, and crying. I have nothing nor no one to lose. Perhaps, things are better this way, is what i keep telling myself. I am not going to moop around this house any longer.There are going to be some changes around here.

                                        My body aches from wanting.

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