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it's funny at this moment.. though i hate eh. hates a strong word.. i don't favor someone that much.. i just read over something that hits close to the last post..i'm not making sense.. but i'd feel like a loser if i typed their name right now..

from the first moment i've heard her name.. i've disliked the little thing. I've tried to pick her apart, compare myself to her, find things that i've got on her, and vice versa.. It hasnt' done any good. there is no point to it.. It will never gain or get me anywhere. or should i say back with someone.. hah...


it's amazing how pathetic i seem isn't it? i bet you giggle and smirk everytime you read over this thing.. who knows you might not even read over it. i'm going out on a limb here and guessing you do..we're in the same boat, so i've read.. I Hope you understand why i am the way i am then towards him.. why it tears me apart when i can't even talk to someone who was my best friend for almost 2 years...Jealousy gets the best of us..








if we met on other terms. perhaps we'd get along