i should have kept to do what i was doing, ignoring you and being rude and mean all the time, it seemed then u wanted to see me most. if i had this wouldn't bother me so much. But now..When i show interest, you shy away..why was i so niave to think when u said it was different with me, that u meant it, now i relize i was fucking stupid...I remember that first night, you called me later that evening and you and your friends sang alkaline trio for me... i remember the late night phone calls when you would wake me up...I miss that and i miss you.. now i can't even get a return phone call from you, or a "come hang out with me.".....
fuck me for being so convenient when you call and want me to come over, always going there to see you, heaven forbid you come see me..
but fuck this i'm tired of waiting around for you to ask me to do things, and waiting around for your call.. i hate myself for liking you so much, why the fuck do i? who knows....
I was stupid to give myself to you..seems now after that, you drift further away..whatever, I'm done with it. fuck it..
but on the lighter note, my back aches from tonight and my tat looks awesome. tonight was kinda a bomb, plans didn't work out like they were suppose to..explaining why i'm home at 12:30 on a saturday fucking night...oh well what else is new.
And with this said and done i still miss you more then ever...
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....bi-polar...nuff said
yeah.. so i'm guessing..
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