..The Giant.

..Thank you.. No harm done..I would have been the same way as you are..We are both in the same situation, so it seems..








Today was long and busy.. surprise surprise.. So we're not going down south due to Red Tide.. psshh..gimme a break.. Suck it up Mom.. really. But whatever 5 days off to do nothing.. I'm excited to be a bum though, Who knows what i'll do with my days...

Jack just put the biggest wet spot on my bed spread...speaking of jack, i want a puppy really bad. Now my mother keeps teasing him with my elephants taunting him..because he knows he can't get em'..mean ol' Moe...


i'm going to the gym now.. to put my new Nike 5.0 in good use..


<3

.....truthfully...

i'm sorry for your heartache...
that coming from a stranger.
i know it means nothing.








i'm cranky &
my throat hurts..

...crawling away...

 

"I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can."

to the rain...

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we are amazing..i must say that..



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weekend was good..i could go into this long list of great moments and down moments but i do that far too much..so why bother. it was a good weekend nuff said...i leave on thursday to escape this horrid place and lay in the sun all week/weekend..and i don't return to work till tuesday. very nice. I'm hungry i had a portabella  sp? mushroom panini from Panera bread for lunch today, and that was at noon, and now i'm starving again..and i want asian/japanese/thai food really bad.. EeEeEeE... anywho..






Ryan Adams is amazing.. i wish wiskeytown was still together. i wanna see Lucero again.. i could watch/listen to Ben Nichols everyday for the rest of my life and be okay with that..





okay..
i'm done

love always,
Queen of Lurking

K.....

it's funny at this moment.. though i hate eh. hates a strong word.. i don't favor someone that much.. i just read over something that hits close to the last post..i'm not making sense.. but i'd feel like a loser if i typed their name right now..

from the first moment i've heard her name.. i've disliked the little thing. I've tried to pick her apart, compare myself to her, find things that i've got on her, and vice versa.. It hasnt' done any good. there is no point to it.. It will never gain or get me anywhere. or should i say back with someone.. hah...


it's amazing how pathetic i seem isn't it? i bet you giggle and smirk everytime you read over this thing.. who knows you might not even read over it. i'm going out on a limb here and guessing you do..we're in the same boat, so i've read.. I Hope you understand why i am the way i am then towards him.. why it tears me apart when i can't even talk to someone who was my best friend for almost 2 years...Jealousy gets the best of us..








if we met on other terms. perhaps we'd get along

the reason.

i had horrible sushi today with Mike and Gwen.
blah..now i don't feel too cute.

tomorrow i'm venturing down south..to become a drunken mess.

i need more tattoos.i didn't say want for a reason.. but i need them. not want them.


the other evening i came across haha.. it makes me laugh when i think about it.  But i came across the bowl bobby bought for me my first b-day we ever spent together down in clearwater, i was turning 18 and me him and lisa sat in the hotel room and drank girlie drinks. and i proceeded to show off my skim board skills. i was a joke.  then i drove 2 hours to drop him off at home because he couldn't sleep with me, i remember me and lisa sitting in my corrolla driving half asleep, and all i could talk about was how much Bobby drove me crazy (in a good) i was head over heels for the boy.  After i came across that little gift, i sat down on the floor in my room and spread out every letter/card the boy ever wrote me, and i remembered how young and in love we were. i don't think i have ever felt that same way towards anyone. I'm a horrible person for what i did to that boy...



time heals all wounds? yeah! sure thing!





<3

dead.

saw the devils rejects this weekend..
proceeded to get drunk at the 'Hang-out'
threw a deck of cards at a random guy because he asked me what i was getting into.
went shootin at the gun range..
made myself puke at the end of the night..
closed the toliet lid on my head a few times..
and this weekend
Thursday getting my hair did...very nice.
Saturday going up to Orlando on a party bus for Charlenes Bachorlette Party..














'Chinese...Japanese..Dirty Knees..Look at these..'

I sang that to Jason all weekend..and now he hates me.. :o)



thee end..