wasted

sometimes love slips away and you just can't get it back lets face it.
for one split second i almost turned around but that would be like pouring rain drops back into a cloud...


another glass of whiskey but it just don't kill the pain..
am i spending my life wasted.. i don't want to wake up one and find all these years wasted

i don't want to keep on waiting and wishing...
perhaps before it's too late everything will become crystal clear
and i will relize it was meant to be..
those times i should have spilled my heart to you,
told you i simply loved you completely..

but i knew i had to do it, and you wouldn't understand, so hard to see myself without you. i felt a peice of my heart break. i was at a cross road.. there was a choice i had to make.. i guess its gonna have to hurt....

sometimes moving on with the rest of my life, starts with goodbye.

this is my regret..and failure..