begining and an end.

Roger,




you amaze me really you do...i believe you swore you wouldn't be like this again.. you wouldn't be an asshole and push me away again.. you said you would try your hardest.. well damn it..your not!

i told myself  i wouldn't give up on you.. that you'd change your ways..and then i'd have something to regret..that regret being losing you.. but i can't see that in my future.. your not going to change no matter what you, will always have a temper, and a jealous streak in you..

please don't laugh at my relationship.. things may not be as good as it was with you.. but i'm happy and he loves me.. and thats all i need in my life.

i try to be something with you.. anything.. but when you say your never going to call me again.. well then.. why should i bother..so i'm not..


forgive me for the heart ache i've given you..you brought it upon yourself, thank god you realize that.. if anything you know you did wrong. you fucked up. not me. and i hope you regret this even more...




Britni