so i swear i've sneezed a good hundred times in just the past few hours..It's great.
the party sat. evening was fabulous, the drive there though sucked.. but whatever i was squeezed between tory and jason, in the back of the bmw, and Ryan continued to put on rap shit, and i continued to yell. "Turn that shit off your not in cali anymore Ryan, you too Tory." but returning from the Party and driving back to Jason's and finally in bed with Jason holding me and breathing heavy on me, i had horrible nightmares, but i could have sworn they were real, like it was really happen, everything was blurry and jason was so heavy laying on me, and i couldn't move him and he just kept squeezing tighter, and i couldn't yell and i wanted to cry so bad, it was horrible, then i wake up this morning and tell him i had bad dreams last night and that he was trying to hurt me, and i couldn't move, and he just smiled and said 'I probably was.'...hmph.. that boy.. i dunno i'm babbling
friday evening i made Adam eat half a page of the yellow pages only his fault though because he can swallow things half way and then spit them back out, and i was like wow.. can you do it with random objects, so i started naming rando stuff and got repeated no's we agreed on the yellow pages, and he could do it only because he took a swig of his drink and swallowed it, but i laughed till my tummy hurt...it was one of those you had to be there things..
saturday during the day.. i wondered int. mall...spent a galore at bebe, and rhuel, and bought new Roxy shoes for work..and fossil i pretty much own everything they have this season..
during this week someone.. i'm gonna get ink done.. i'm going with the whole.. cover of Arcade Fire, and some of the JET c.d.. down my hip/side... im excited my mama on the other hand is not..i love how people are always like.. 'Wow your tattoo is awesome, your so petite and you have this huge tattoo on your back..'=)
okay i've had enough of this..
<3
'If you still want me please forgive me because your hands are not upon me. I shrugged them off before my mom walked in my bedroom. The pains of love, and they keep growin', in my heart there's flowers growin' , on the grave of our old love, since you gave me a straight answer. If you still want me, please forgive me, the crown of love is not upon me. If you still want me, please forgive me, because the spark is not within me, it's not within me, it's not with me. You gotta be the one, you gotta be the way your name is the only word that i can say! La la la la la al ala la al ala la lalaaaaalaio8uergieoklnji'
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