it's beautiful outside.. and i plan on taking it all in.
today will consist of picking up check. blah blah.. usual. Then the evening is filled with the boy of course, it shall be a lovely night. I haven't had a real update of my life, just bits and pieces of it here and there..but nothing drastic ever happens in my life, therefore no real update. The boys come and go, as always. Not something i'd choose to happen, but what can i do..nada..so i move on. Perhaps, a little too fast in some eyes, but sulking around the house and my friends will only bring me down more. Wheres the fun in that..And the fact that a boy has wanted me since he first laid eyes on me, is quite flattering. i must say. I'm a sucker.. so what. but there are times, when i do think back on past boys, and get all girly and miss them. that usually passes in a few moments but still it happens...and i miss them for a brief sec. and then it's gone..
I'm starved for attention..
My mother is set on me and my sister sending her to her grave early, which i highly doubt. she would miss us if we weren't around, or making her crazy, with my sister having babies, and me marking up my body with those 'horrible tattoos' It could be worse though, the way i look at it.. i could be a crack whore, chasing dreams with no success..
B aware that the human heart cannot be broken. -bukowski
oh i am aware alright..
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