Today was quite possibly the most wonderful day.. The Weather is fucking beautiful..I made an 88 on my Test..Tomorrow is Friday.. i can't wait.. I'm getting my hair cut.. so excited about that.. =) Then off to St.pete. Ohh what a week.. tonight consist of Philosophy class.. and then who knows what afterwards.. I just feel absolutly content.. Christmas is coming up..only 35 more days..
What on earth is going on in my heart..it has gone numb.. i don't feel anything unless it cuts me right down to the bone, My oh My.. I'm lonely but not alone..and i fucking love it. I have wonderful friends ( i.e Lisa) and family around me.. Who I love more then anything in this world...and i could die today and not care.. I'm a selfish girl and have hurt alot of hearts.. It's too late for sorry's or even if they would believe it.. i dunno where i'm going with this..Just nothing could be better.. my life is far from perfect.. I have a drunk father who i adore with all my heart.. and a Mom who thinks she's in her twenty's still.. Shes my best friend.. I wouldn't change a thing about either of them. I couldn't ask for anything else in this world...I fucking love this...
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