well hello...

 

 

 

perhaps i have given up on this journal...

 

or not..

 

 

 

<3

 

 

new years eve..something to be excited about.

 

 

 

 

oh love.

breakfast at tiffany's always a classic movie..i adore it darlin'

work is so so busy..sheesh.. the days fly.
my birthday is past. wonderful
boys birthday weekend. <3

okay i must be off..




ciao.

give up

 i am with a customer..
 hold on i have a beep..
 can i give you a call back..
 i am slammed baby..
 too tired baby..
 your never happy baby..
 
love you baby
miss you



the extent of conversations i have with a certain boy.

 

i'm gonna go have coffee and lunch alone...have a nice day.
 

wake up darlin'

 

 

 

i want to remove every joint on my lower half..
my body/bones ache and i don't see it stopping anytime soon..

 

 

i haven't much else to update about..

i just want to sleep..sleep..sleep..and sleep some more..

terms

i don't think of terms of us...

i'm tired of waiting around...
tired of waiting by the phone.
waiting for you.


i'm turning a new leaf, no more jealousy..no more throwing a fit when i don't hear from you..


i will do what i want, with who and where...and possibly be too busy for you.
what ever will you do..

nothing..i'll get a simple...'have fun baby.'

heart attack.

my body aches from running it to death...literally


my toe feel as if it's broken..ow. going on for a week now


i crossed a black cats path tonight..i'm a tad bit paranoid.





please don't hurt me again.. i beg of you.

/.,,./

'i'm standing here with a broken heart about ready to slit my wrist..'