keep it tight..

 

 

 

i love me some country dark haired light eyed boys..
The southern drawl coming from their lips..the slow smiles..

 

 

i am loving my life as always..


today is beautiful..
friday..and i'm in love.




now i must be on the hunt for some gold flip flops..


but all i really wanna do is lay around in the sun and drink you in..



<3

 

 

 

don't hate me..

 

 

and i love it..

 

 

 

what a glorious weekend...

 

 

 

 

why bother updating.. i have the memories in this little head and heart of mine..

 

 

 

 

<3

 

 

..lets face it

 

 

 

my heart is starting to seperate....

 

 

 

 

i love being able to not answer to anyone.. sip on red wine.. have wonderful meals with wonderful boys and strangers for that matter...
i love this weather, i love laying out all day on the beach, and soak it all in..
i needed this time.. for me. tired of proving myself to everyone. it's me.me.me.me for now...

 

 

 

 

i never knew how good it could feel...

 

 

 

i love how long my hair is..how it feels on my bare skin.. it's amazing.

 

 

okay i'm done.. i must go work my little bones.

<3

very proudof you/.

 

 

 

last night was quite wonderful...
watching boys throw darts into other drunk friends foot..my stomach still hurts..

today..cleaning..cleaning..cleaning...running..working out..loving
i'm alone mama dukes is outta town..so it's just me and the dogs.

sushi tonight..money maker shaking?

 

 

next weekend..supercross-orlando. St. Patricks day..
sunday - breakfast with lindsay at first watch..then off to the renaissance festival..

 

 

life could not be any better..i'm beyond happy with everything happening for me. who i have in my life, my family, friends...it's amazing.

 

 

 

/.,

reason to stay...

 

 

week was quite great..
pit bikes-wednesday.
shopping-friday
wonderful sushi and laughter w/ a wonderful boy + goodbye party for the deejay..-friday evening
ran my bones to death, and worked on my so called 'guns'- this morning..

soaked the filth off of me..

 

sunday brunch with a wonderful blonde, and perhaps a little shopping..who knows..

 

 

 

i'm too drunk to walk..carry me to my room..

 

 

 

 

i love me some goodnight kisses....

 

 

<3

 

 

tuesday morning..it feels like friday..oh how i wish it is...



i love the sunny weather..fuck the cold..

 

..it'll all work out..
don't you worry about that..
you made it all the easier.

 

better off with him..
then here with you.

 

 

 

<3

love it

...set things right.

..

.

 

i like going on dates.getting dressed up,the shy talking, and smiling.the goodbye kiss. it is a wonderful feeling i have not had in so long..
...weekend was wonderful...
went boating today..and got some much needed sun.

this week will be just as wonderful..
movies with Roger.wednesday. going away party for Deejay..Miami bound..nice kid.

 

coming weekend..boy scouting...and i'm not talking about no camp fire homo's.

i love how i can breath again..relief.
the sound of acoustic guitar is stringing through my head..i am in love.

 

 

 

 

<3

 

 

'..love dries up, i thought as i walked back to the bathroom, even faster than sperm..'
-bukowski- he always says it best.