so i'm alone this evening, the boy went down south to visit a friend.. hmph. Last night went over to his apartment, hung out watched T.v/Movies, then went to bed around 2 but didn't actually go to sleep till about 4.. the conversations consisted of our first meeting, and meetings from after that.. It made me feel wonderful and wanted and beautiful.then around 4 he was like "mmm, There is two pieces of cold pizza in the fridge you want one?!?!".*smile* I miss him tons, he doesn't return till saturday, but i won't see him untill next wednesday evening. blah. sucks.
I'm so full my mama made baked ziti this evening for my aunts b-day, and red velvet cake.. you are offically jealous..
I was gonna go camping this evening with some friends but passed on it, too full and way too tired to rough it out for the evening in a tent.Tomorrow i'm picking up my check, and getting my hair cut, or lack of hair cut. The 'Mullet' has got to go..then i'm most likely gonna go shop..surprise surprise..but as for now i'm sitting here at this thing, listening to cursive, I'll probably watch Garden State again, later b/c i love it, and anyone who thinks otherwise, is a dumb fuck. it's either that or Eternal Sunshine For the Spotless mind.. but that movie reminds me far to much of bobby, and i'd rather not think about him.
My O.C.D was outta control today when i came home.. i removed everything from it's shelfs and dusted cleaned yadda yadda..straighened, washed.. u get the idea.
After the movies
In the parking lot
We stared so long
And you kissed me
With ripe young breath
So I kissed you
One night as forever
In the movies
Well, they never had it so good
One moment
So infinite
On soft wet lips
And I miss you
Are you glad I'm finally gone?
I'm so sorry to hear that
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Have I hurt you?
I have hurt myself
These sad songs won't change anything
Love as fragile as a wineglass
It should have been forever
Love as fragile as a wineglass
It couldn't last forever
I'm so sorry
It couldn't last forever
I remember how we kissed
One night as forever
i'm stubborn and hard headed, and lazy, and selfish, and i think highly of myself..
and i'm richrichrichrichrichrich......hahahahahaha!
random post, bored taking a break from reading my bukowski book..hum de dum de dum...
i love how i get excited when i'm walking into my favorite clothing store or when i'm sitting down about to eat.
more random....random.. hmph. okay i'm done. back to the infamous Charles B.
ta ta
so i'm gonna be country as fuck on January.29 me and Emily are going to go see Hank Williams Jr. with Big and Rich. Break out the jean skirt and cowboy boots, and i'm set.. It will be a drunken redneck time of course.. I'm so so so excited. eEeeEe! ha! so work was great today slow, i loved it.
So i'm gonna be nigger rich in about a week or so.. i get paid on friday. that will be around 600. and then since over christmas we made our goal for work. so we made our bonus's also.. which will end up being around $800-$900, you do the math. and you wanna know what it is all going to.. Concert tickets, and clothes, and more shoes.. more MAC.. more little bit of everything. then i will be poor again, and live pay check to pay check. i'm excited. and you are jealous.
and i'm happily down to 118 again.. i love my rib cage, and hip bones to death, a little more then i should but whatever. I'm skinny, and rich, and have a great b/f, and a great dog, and a fantastic family. and wonderful friends, and I'm awesome. And i'm going to see Hank Jr. what more could i possibly need/want?
I have out done myself..
<3
random pics.. of new years, and riding around at Gwens, frezzin my ass off..
i'm lonely and tired..and miss the boy.
it was a great new years, i'll post pictures later, i don't want to go to work today..I'm listening to country all day, and probably all week to,
I'm southern, and have the accent to prove it..
i'm growing out my hair, to be as long as it use to be..it should take about year n half.. then i'll cut it all off again..
i'm excited that its the new year, and i have great friends and a boy to start it off with. Though they won't read this, I'm thankful for them..They mean everything to me.
and i'm ending with that..
<3
