.fin

i'm going through the motions..
wake up, work, eat, sleep...
thats the extent of my life...


quite a bore i know..
but i'm content..


i don't think i fit in certain peoples life/future...
i know your not fond of me, no one is it seems..
i am testing myself... how far i can put up with things..i don't like feeling like this..


i'm done

.

 

i don't like feeling like i'm second best/choice.
someone who you can turn to when there's nothing else to do..
i don't like being told 'i will call'..
and what..no call..
gets old real quick.



this is a sure way to lose me...

shape up kid.

<3

.......

Love at first sight…le sigh*
your jealous...fucker




<3

still in my heart.

i spend far too much money on cds....

i have been eating nuts and berries all day...dried strawberrys/cranberries.....




i need a manicure/pedicure
i'm cravin oysters..
i want lola to be trained to not eat flowers anymore..


thats it.




<3

.every.day.

at work...

friday..making my way out to st.pete for st. patty's day...
saturday..Orlando supercross...
sunday..laying around basking in the sun..


i hate shopping for new a car...the whole sales run away.. pssh.. idiots.






i belong on a beach..down south, with hurricanes and all..any where but here, this grown up life of mine, i'm too young for this shit... i quit





<3

breath in..

....eh... could be better...

drowning my heart in alcohol this evening, and then burning my pale flesh tomorrow...


the weather outside is beautiful...



<3



..

..hard against the wall..

The Spill Canvas....Saturday

LUCERO....Sunday

i think that about completes my weekend..what more could a girl ask for...not a goddamn thing...





<3