i really do hate everything that i have become in the last year or so..everything that i thought was good. or that was good has up and left..great... i'm gonna be a lonely old lady with 20 cats, and my yorkie dog..with big ol fake lips and my skin streched so taunt against my bones.. it will be fantastic...i'll be the old lady from Great Expectations.. rich and alone..
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but in other news.. i get my four wheeler back this week..christmas is less then a month away, x-mas party next week..
it's beautiful outside, and here i am inside writtin in this thing.. i'm going to go ride my bike....and forget about all my sorrows... and get some ice cream to..i need some sugar in my veins to cheer me up..
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